One way ticket

Today is my last day in the company and a beginning of my new life. It was a hard decision to make but it's a sacrifice I have to do. I can't have both. It's either that or this. The time for me to get whatever I want is over. It's time to tone down my life. 5 years here in KL, I can be very proud of myself. I've learnt a lot and achieved a lot.

I've always prayed that this day would come and it finally did. Our prayers are answered. Our wait is over. It's a 1 way ticket this time and I'm not  going anywhere anymore. It's the best Valentines and our 3rd anniversary gift for him and for the both of us. The new salary is not as great as what I'm getting now but to think of what I will have on the other hand makes me grab the opportunity. It may not be the dream job but I'll accept it. It's going to be back to square one. It's going to be like taking baby steps. One step at a time.

I'm going to miss everything here. Memories will remain. Good and bad. I will definitely miss my job. I'll miss my foreign language learning session. Maybe I'll miss the Manager title that I have but what the heck. I know my new journey back home will be a smooth one as well. The both of us still need to convince daddy that we will be fine. He needs to convince daddy that he can take care of me. He needs to convince daddy that he won't let me go through what the cousins are going through. We will still continue to pray our relationship will withstand whatever challenges thrown at us. I need to continue to be stronger than strong even when we are so near already.

It's the end of a another journey and the beginning of a new journey. The crazy girl who threw herself into a rough sea has swam back to shore and is ready to carry a new responsibility. So.... 1 way ticket to Kuching, please.