Chapter 31 begins in 7 more days

It's going to be a lonely one this year. Lonely and a bit weird. But I'll manage....I think. It's always the same every year. Lonely....alone. Just that there's no one close to the heart. No one will call me at 12 midnite sharp just to sing Happy Birthday song. It's just going to be me, myself and I all by myself in my room in my house. Am I going to be sad? Yes, I am. But that's the truth now. That's how it's going to be. That's the reality.

Being 31 is like a dream. I never thought myself being 30 when I was little. I never made plans on what to do, where am I going to be, who am I going to be. And when the time comes, I can't believe I was already 30. The mark of mid-life. A stage of life where everyone said you get your total freedom. A stage where everyone would say "I'm having a mid-life crisis".

Oh well...I guess I'll have to swallow everything. Sad or happy. Tragic or untragic. Life has to move on. I will have to forget about "I have everything in life but I have no one to share it with". I'm afterall....Single and Happy.